cthulhu causing confusion

Christ, I dunno what's going on but I keep catching myself feeling like I'm at the center of some sort of conspiracy plotted against me all caused by missed perceptions or projected ambitions. Well, I'm not Fhtagn'ing around with that wgah'nagl...

Cthulhu on mglw'crap, man!


Nafh fhtagn fnord.. K

the sleeping lion

I am turning
Turn around face me
As we shuffle
Cards like stars
Like pinholes to heaven
Peeking through
This veiled bankrupt world
Like angels light in dungeons
Hopeful and hungry
As burning torches
A rainbow from a lizard head
Arches over chimney rock
The quiet thunders
In some old canyon
Virtue is on the move
Life and time changing shape
I think to call you out
But I wait
For desert rain is good
Loneliness is strength
Stand with my face to the sky
There is no why
Just life
The passing of moments
I am parched but fine
Cruel is kind
Curse is blessed
I don’t know about the rest
However it is best
Awake the sleeping lion!

-Freedom

flaming geyser

 I think too much.. take everything as a subtle sign meant to gently nudge from the recesses of my mind some sort of blind truth towards the light of my cognitive consciousness, wincing while I brace for its bite. In this way I have sabotaged some of the sweetest moments, cautioned by a careless kiss. It's not my will to be so vexed with every fleeting thought, but beneath me where the surface lies the pressure has been built. If only to blow my mind in time that the truth will never hurt...

joy to the werld

I'm happy! That's all I really need to say right now.. it's been awhile though since I could even mumble the notion.. not sure why at all but all I know is that life can be GOOD fer sure! LIVE YOUR DREAMS! Those who do not follow their dreams will all but thwart yours... LIVE! Damn you.. You have my blessings by all means. Dunno what you're waiting for but if you think it's just gonna blow then might as well toot yer own damn horn... yep.

Star Crossed Lovers

I'm astro-geeking again...

See I'm more or less completely astrologically fucked when it comes to love! I just went through a quick comparison of my synastry chart with each of the ex's and/or temporary lovers that I've collected on my astro.com account.. Unbelievable how many similarities jumped out at me!! 3 or them had composite Sun in the 12th!? 3 had Venus in the 2nd and 2 Venus in the 8th but see that's not necessarily a good thing at all with me because my Venus is conjunct Merc and opposite my Moon and Saturn... All of them were either Aries or Scorpio rising w/one exception. 2 Moons in Taurus, 2 in Cancer, then of course 2-4 Scorpio, heh. All except for one are pretty damn incompatible with me and he is now happily married w/children.. yay :( I go drink now....