May 26, 2008

Shalome old friend

"Shalom old friend
I am the part of you that loves you
I just might push your boundary fences down
as the gentle rain
wears mountains to sand
on the ocean
pounding waves
into my open heart in the sky
like an eagle
moving wings
of changing winds
and islands
under the sea me here now
in pure and total love
for God is everything"

music and poetry by FREEDOM

Ordeal X


"Body of the infinite dark abode,
Dwell all with true purpose, profound,
In the dark depths of sister Luna."

"Proclaim the work of the holy,
Great method of the divine, descend,
Transformation brings the light of brother Sol."

"Meticulous method sharp and deep,
Matter to begin,
Motion to comprehend."

"Do What Thou Wilt."

Science the means: Art the mode,
Doubt to seize the timid and chain the weak,
Unfold the eight seals and place upon the breast,
The ritual equipped begins with privileged deeds.

Make loud the expression, Ring!
And raise high the Circle!
And charge the crooked Square!
And invoke the marked Triangle!

Intent with fervor do punish by scourge.
Then let loose the smoke, ah smell.
Then the incorporeal spirits do conjure.
To facilitate a temple holy and secure.

Blast illusion with one eye.
Purge the dogs of reason with the other.
Grand turn round, round, wicked deceptions.
And open the third eye within, great sin.

"Past unknown in a starry blue,
Wanton watching forlorn,
Plague the giant till burst,
Waning beat of holy center,
Cure the devil foot atop,
Shrine of never-more!"

"The battle fought and done,
Mighty feet tread the way,
Put down with fire and might,
Muck and mess that threatens
The victorious!"

The Fool is unknowing motion,

Madness is clarity of matter,

Do-thing roots under the land,

No-thing runes upon the land,

"Light to blind the unwary,
Life to torture the unwanted,
Love to confuse the unworthy,
Liberty to constrain the uninvited,"

"The Law and the path of the righteous"

Stones of precious water
Ultimate sparks of the intimate fire

"Broken mirror on the floor,
No more reflections to abhor,
Seek not to gaze and muse,
Stagnant symbol ever confuse."

"Stand high atop a cloudy peak,
Above the timid and the meek,
The mid day of glory bright,
Work the will of might and right!"

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May 24, 2008

Solar System

This is a kinda fun (if you're good enough at math to calculate the amount of days between dates opposed to months or years which I'm not especially) way to see planetary conjunctions on certain dates from a different perspective than that of an astrological chart.. No really, it's a groovy widget thing! Check it out:

Solar System

I keep trying to take a look at 12/21/2012 but I am too horrible at math to figure out exactly how many days away it is, that or nothing particularly significant appears like a systemic planetary alignment which certainly could cause Earth to flip on it's axis. Apparently we have to see an even larger picture than this one to comprehend the prophesied day at the end of time. In just a few short years our solar system will be crossing the galactic equatorial center which may mean instead of planets aligned we will essentially have an alignment like an eclipse of our whole solar family with that of all it's sibling systems. The processional equinox of the galaxy we know as the Milky Way is about 3600 years and it's effect on life on Earth is almost entirely unknown since no written records have ever survived it. The only thing known of humanity before the last time around is that they left some monumentally difficult to build stone temples as their last will and testament, or maybe to warn us, or remember it ourselves.. It's absolute fact that many megalithic monuments point directly at the star system Sirius more precisely than modern compasses do North. What makes this unfathomable is some constellations and other celestial references found in historical myths have drifted in position or disappeared from the heavenly scene we see played out. The Earth's axis has changed a few degrees in the last couple hundred years yet this wobble has not deterred the gaze of the Sphinx nor altered Solstice at Stonehenge. Perhaps they were built not to show us how superior their masonry was nor advanced their technology but to trigger our collective consciousness with the strength to behold destiny... Whatever that may be.

Malkuth is in Kether, Kether in Malkuth.

For more speculation on this nature click here

May 10, 2008

anima solis

So I started practicing LBRP.. and the Middle Pillar Ritual... yep.

But I still say if you want to celebrate a pagan holiday and invite your friends to perform some kind of ritual to acknowledge the changing winds and ask for blessings on your way do what you will! By that I mean research, acknowledge, and understand the traditions of the past then incorporate and create your own new tradition however feels right to you as long as you respect your heritage & that of those sharing with you plus listen to your heart to guide you.

I say the aeon of the proud and conquering child of war and lust for power is ending. Don't believe me then you will hear me roar! The only thing worth conquering is yourself. What has your power run out? Do you need to feed on others doubts? Silly child it's an infinite source all right there within you. Yes all the fear and beauty you know is your own creation. You are alone. You are more than you can imagine. You are everything! Don't be jealous, nor proud, nor have pity on anybody. You are why they suffer and they are why you suffer. Do you think you might have forgot something somewhere along the line but kept going anyway until suddenly you realize you don't know where you're going but you kept on following but that didn't make you all that happy being behind somebody so you started pretending you know where we're going to get some followers since they made you feel like you were right but deep down inside you hide what you will never show because it hurts too much to know you are out of control...

STOP. The way out is the way in. Look within. Please.


Dialogue be damned

Whenever I reflect upon my short comings, paranoid thinking due to incidents of abuse in my formative years that shattered my trust, and the...