The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable; they are often wounded, sometimes destroyed.
Did I abandon all my children in a past life? Banish them from the kingdom for just being who they are.. Who did I ignore? Who did I neglect? Did I not show love or ostracize everyone I ever came into contact with? Did I alienated someone to the point that they completely gave up all while rubbing it in their face how happy I was?
This life is too hard.. it seems I only came to suffer.
pluto square pluto, uranus opposition pluto, chiron square neptune... sun in gemini, moon in leo
"He wrote to her...
Much of what you believe to be True is Not... much of what brings you
pleasure in Truth is Not.... when tenderness and sweetness enter your
heart, sorrow and death sleep in your bed... as such is the world of
Samsara in which you are trapped. All fleeting loves are subservient to
that permanent Love of All. That which brings us joy is but a mask of
sorrow... which hides our shame from ourselves."